How the hell do I get home?
Well, I am on a kick. What kind of kick you ask? I'm on the whole inspired, get my shit together and make the most of of my time kick.
This isn't new to me, I've been here many times. And many times I let life and all that comes with it get in the way and take me back to where I was. So how can I break this pattern and really make the changes I have been trying to make for years? How do I find my way "home."
Luckily, I don't mean "home" as in my house. The kids have not completely fried my brain cells and I can still remember how to drive back to my house. The home I am referring to is my true self. I am not looking for a new Michelle - I actually have learned to love this Michelle. Instead I am looking to return to my true self without the pressures of society, motherhood, marriage, work, expectations, etc..
To be honest, it is definitely a scary journey for me because I am not even sure if I ever knew the original Michelle before life carved away at her. But to begin this journey, I need to take baby steps. And if I am inspired to use my time more wisely (social media has drained me) then I am going to run with it.
My first step toward getting my shit together and finding my way home is my morning routine. No more staying in bed and wasting my time on social media. I plan to read and meditate before everyone wakes up. I might only read two pages and only meditate for two minutes but let's just be honest, that is a win for me.
I hope to share this journey with you and maybe inspire and support each other on this road. I would love to hear about your journey home and what steps you took to begin and continue on your path. Let's get it.
Lots of love,